What is the nature of true, deep, and real trust? A trust that goes beyond inner trust or outer trust. Not a trust in an object or entity, or a human, or a planet, and not a trust in idea, in concept, and interpretation.
A trust that is truly timeless, without any movement in time. It cannot be increased or decreased. It's either absolute, all-encompassed, or it just simply doesn't exist. It serves no purpose other than itself, the trust itself. It leads nowhere. It helps you in nothing other than the flowering of itself.
The trust in the now cannot be a concept, cannot be a wishful thinking, cannot be an historical achievement. The trust in the now is only the actuality of the now. For us, as human beings, it means the start—not start of process, not start of journey. The total start. The birth of the start. The start which is not yours to initiate. It's not yours to choose.
The start which you are its continuation. The start that is prior to you. The start that will stay start way after you will be gone. That start is forever unknown. Anyone that testifies, claims anything about that start, including this talk, should be taken as 100% false. False not because it is necessarily wrong, false because the moment it becomes a map, a proof, achievement, it is already not it.
Trust in the unknowable start. Meaning you never try to know that start. You meet your true peace and self and life in that start, as that start, without you, without your story, without your preference, without your choices. It's not a trust projected into something that will come one day. It's a trust that rises from the foundation of this absolute start that is the only acknowledgment of itself.
If the start is there, the trust is there. And if the start is there and the trust is there, surely you don't know. Can you grasp that key point?
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